To love.

He's been gone for a while now, 5 years. Things have changed too much, some in good ways and some in ways I found hard to accept. But only one thing remained.

You. I am gonna tell you more than just a story, look deeper, it will all be for you.

It began when I was little, I fell in love with you and I secretly knew you did too.

I used to love the stars, how we would gaze at them and always find something new.

How I could go miles across the sea, look beneath the trees and still find you.

How every story that crossed my mind, every new theory I aligned, would circle around you.

How the world paved a way, for all these little things to stay in a mosaic, defining you.

By the time I realized what had happened, you took my hand into the beauty only seen by a few.

How you played with nature, devised rainbows, and made all my dreams come true.

It was always like you were secretly listening, hearing me sing or caressing me when I cry, or buying me a new shoe!

Then you'd wrap it in different ways, pass it on through my sister and paint it blue!

You took care of me, made me find what I wanted to see and even found me boys like you.

But you forgot, no one, no thing, no belief, could ever replace you.

Here's telling you, no matter how far you may be, and how different things would probably be, I am still too much in love with you.


P.S.
I wish everyone could get to see, someone as beautiful as you.