It has been so long since I last picked up the courage to pen something down. The heart and head went through different courses, some good and some well, questionable I guess.
I met someone incredible last year. Time flew by. We got married in November 2023.
Last to last year, when I was struggling in multiple ways, I adopted a kitten. Orla is now almost 2. She gave birth to 5 kittens last year in May. Nemo was one of them, born on 4 May 2023. Essentially, I have 2 kitten babies. Well, they're grown up now. But they'll always be babies I guess.
So, the world is different now. Work is more comforting than it used to be, I changed gears. And everydays look slightly better than they used to.
Its a stable state. Seems to be of different kind than I had experienced earlier. There sure are challenges, but I am less anxious facing them, this is called adulting I guess.
Yesterday, a calling struck my heart. I thought it was about meditations. Maybe it was. Somehow I find myself here scribbling again, with music saying 'I'll find my feet on the way', sitting next to someone I've cherished for a while now.
I guess I am grateful for it all. Yes, it all. I didn't get it earlier, it all makes sense now. Thanks for all the love, all the fun and everything in between that. How did I get so lucky? Thanks for making the coolest plan for me, I am forever indebted for all of it.
Here is Orla. I think the good stuff started with her deciding to enter my life.
It's good to see you blogging again. Will we ever hear from Mr. Assassin on this blog?
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